The bug has bitten (again)

It echoes in my head, silvia silvia silvia. God this is not good.
All I think of is a good facelift S14 K's. Fat rims with perfect offset, subtle kit, HID, approximately 200rwkw and blue or black in colour.

I keep thinking I am going to get it some day. It is sickening me, yet I just want one for myself. :S

I could buy one but...

It is a race

A rat race.
And I am getting out of it for a while.